wholeheartedly to get back into some kind of spirit, be it holiday or fandom or whatever, just so that I can at least go back to pretending
to be happy, but it's a struggle. In the meantime, I think I've become one of those whiny, complaining people that I really don't like, which just makes things all that much worse.
betas are all otherwise occupied, either with real life, or with writing their own fandomy things, or a combination of the two. So, I come begging of my flist... I need a second beta for my Criminal Minds slashfest fic. I don't need someone that knows the fandom, just another set of eyes to go over it for grammar, spelling, punctuation, other mechanics, etc. It was already betad by irisgirl12000
, who luckily loves me no matter what, but I prefer to have at least two people read before I post anything that's going to be posted somewhere other than my own LJ. Also, I am going to need betas for my other two slashfest fics, one is HP and the other is and HP/GO crossover. They aren't quite
finished, but they're close. Being nonsociable does have its occasional advantages, I guess. Also, if you know me, close
doesn't always mean anything b/c I'm very bad with time.
Some of my favorite peoples have been writing up a storm lately, and I feel utterly intimidated by them because they are all so frickin awesome! I can't rec everything that I'd like to, b/c a few of the things I'd love to rec are fics from merry_smutmas
and the authors obviously haven't been revealed yet, so that'll have to wait. But I can make other recs in the meantime, and these things are undoubtedly just as awesome. But you don't have to take my word for it... GO READ!
Top of the list is notthequiettype
, who has posted three fics in the last three days, as well as a hugely awesome slashfest fic that it a must read.Two Highways East and a Quarter Mile North of SalvationPairing:
Sam/Dean, Dean/Sam, WincestRating:
Adult for content, but not for porn.Words:
Incesty-ness, horror movie-like gore, and do I need to warn it's dark? It is the Apocalypse after all.Summary:
from the prompt: Dean and Sam are part of the few who have survived the Apocalypse.
Now, for the porn. She's blaming these on De, which means we should be thanking them both. The Ties that Bind
Adult J2, Ash's words: Jared's got a lesson to learn. Um, so, De mentioned bottom!Jared and then porn happened. This is maybe the filthiest thing I've ever written. Un-betaed. And uh. PORN. Herein there be kink. And porn. Did I mention that?~1,800 words.Sleeping Shadow Moves
Adult J2, Jared gives Jensen a pleasant wake-up. ~850 words.
And some awesome Sam & Dean gen, rated Adult for language/insinuationThe More They Stay the Same
Dean's got a strong appreciation for the finer things in life, namely women.
Since de was mentioned more than once in the A/Ns for Ash's stuff, how about we do her next? De, known as anasuede
to the uninitiated, wrote I'm Gonna Give You What You Deserve (Hush Now, Don't Say a Word)
for day six (six solid spankings). Words::
Jensen just doesn't know when to stop. Like, ever.
There just aren't enough words for me to tell you how hot this is and how much I loved it. De's got such an amazing way with words.
And another slashfest entry fic.Recollect Me Darling...
NC-17 Wincest, 5842 wordsWarnings:
m/m sex, incest, underage (Sam’s 16), voyeurism, masturbationSummary/Prompt: Dean’s intent on corrupting Sam, but Sam knows what Dean wants and gets off on torturing him.
When I started this post, I wanted to rec something by wook77
, but I can't decide what. By now, all you HP fans should have read her Dean/Seamus slashfest Wish Long and Long
, but if you haven't, go do it! The imagery in that fic is so amazing. Otherwise, go lurk around her LJ and read some of the fic she's been posting almost daily this month. She's creates magic with words.
There are a couple other things that I want so badly
to rec, but I can't yet. Boo. Here's one more SPN rec. Once Upon a Time
PG, features John, wee!Dean, wee!SamSammy asks for a bedtime story, John obliges. It kinda goes downhill from there.....