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OCTOBER NEEDS TO BE OVER AND PEOPLE NEED TO QUIT DYING! My cousin Anthony, who is a cousin I actually like, was expecting a baby with his gf. She was 38 weeks pregnant and lost the baby. Today she was having to go through labor anyway. There are seriously NO WORDS for how horrible I feel about this. We're not supposed to bury our babies. :( So, tomorrow and Monday I have to go to the funeral stuff for Bill, and then sometime in the days that follow I have to go to a service for the baby, Landon. *sigh*