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I've reached that stage of crazy where I'm hearing voices and seeing things, which is always fun. Can't even try to sleep without the tv being on (muted) and music playing on my laptop. My mind won't focus on anything for any decent amount of time, jumping around from one thing to another like a demented squirrel on crack. Like, I walked in the kitchen earlier to get a glass of lemonade and ended up making a batch of cookies. Idek. I mean, I know it's my own fault that I've reached this point, so I'm trying not to complain, but really. I hate being crazy and I have my brain and I kinda wish I could be a normal person for once, ever.

Unrelated, it was PTA night at the elementary school, and I love how the parents who complain about the teachers and whose kids do poorly in school NEVER show up to PTA. Your kid isn't going to succeed without your cooperation; the teachers can't do everything. (One of Davey's friend's moms texted me at 5:30 in the morning last Friday to ask for their spelling words b/c Jordan hadn't studied for his spelling test. Really?)

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I am so sorry your mental space is where it is right now. *hugs* let me know if you need anything.

thanks, darling *hugs*

oh, love. Is there anything I can do so that you can have your meds again? Do you need cash? Please let me help if I can.

I'm good, but thank you, love. <3

<3

I've been previously helped by sliding scale/free programs at an area hospital (which helped me get on meds when I was in crisis and broke). I found these things by calling a suicide hotline. Let me know if you need help on the research front, I'm good at that.

Edited 2012-09-19 16:11 (UTC)

Thank you. <3

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&you;

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&you;

buy me something nice in Italy! ;)