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I'm having a breakdown this weekend and I really don't wanna talk about it or think about it or whatever. Yes, avoidance is a valid way of handling shit, right? Thank you all for your txts & emails. I know yall love me, but there's more going on than I know how to explain. I can't deal with responding to things right now, but I'm okay. Or, will be, anyway.

it's not too early to begin counting down to Feb 12th, right?

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So, I always have crazy ass dreams, and the past couple of nights they have been completely ridiculous. I wouldn't even know where to start explaining them, but one part of it involved being rescued from a sinking ship by irisgirl12000 & phaballa and going to wendy's house (which is probably symbolic of something) and there was this tiny kitten we rescued from the ship from inside a stove and it's name was Pancake. Yeah, idk.

The night before, part of my dream included a hotel with a beach in the basement. I'm talking sand and surf and sunshine, THE WORKS. I blame Phineas & Ferb.

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So, James and I are supposed to go look at a house when he gets back from South Carolina on Wednesday, right? And tonight I come home from work and mom's like "so, I found a four bedroom over off cleveland by the college; do you wanna go look at it?" WTF? MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND!

anyways. who wants some music?

Here's what I've been meaning to post - the mix of my favorite songs that came out in 2009. This was HARD b/c I listen to a lot of random shit and trying to find songs that actually came out this year was difficult.

but here's the link to download the zip file

and you can find individual song downloads (b/c some are country and I know some of yall would rather skip those) and the track listing ( under the cut )

And the mix of my current happy songs! I really don't want to talk about it, and chances are if you email/txt/comment to me something about RL, I'm going to ignore you. Better to just talk me about Luna falling for a certain red-haired dragon keeper, or actor!Brendon and restaraunteer!Spencer, or hs Dan and Quinn. Point is, I needed songs to keep me more cheery. And my ipod choices are very limited.

Happy Days Zip File

( Track Listing )