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Oct. 25th, 2020 12:29 am10 Things
1. My dad is dying. I mean, he's a lifelong alcholic who has had COPD and emphysema for years, but now he has CHF and the prognosis isn't good.
2. My 18yo wants to propose to his girlfriend of 6months because he's upset about the idea of his pawpaw not being at his wedding. Everything else aside, this is tricky because my 20yo and his gf are planning to get married 10-22-2022 but they haven't had an "official" proposal yet and it's planned for their third anniversary which will be Valentines Day.
3. I hate that my bff!Amy is having such a hard time right now and I can't help solve any of it. And that she's 6hrs away and I haven't seen her new house yet because she moved in February and I was supposed to visit in April and then COVID.
4. I miss my church folks. We have decided not to return to the church building this year, for many reasons. Zoom is great but it's not the same.
5. Davey and I saw The Empty Man. It was super fucking dumb. Some of the cinematography was actually pretty good, but the story dragged and the plot was stupid.
6. I feel like I have had so much time over the last 7 months to get stuff done and yet have accomplished nothing.
7. I am jealous that Montana is getting snow and it was 80* here today.
8. It's raining and it feels and smells nice out right now, actually. But I still had half a yard of leaves to rake!
9. Luna's current favorite song is - for whatever reason - Check Yes Juliet, so I have listened to it approximately 4398 times this week.
10. Harley's biodad passed away last week and I've got mixed feelings because I have seen him like once in the last twenty years, but he was there when Kelly Marie died, and besides that if it weren't for him we wouldn't have Harley. And I wouldn't have had my stepsister Kelly. And my entire life would have unfolded differently. And I liked him! I just didn't like him with my mom. It's all very complicated. (also, Luna and Illy don't understand that Harley's dad isn't Pawpaw, which doesn't surprise me because even my dad doesn't always remember that Harley isn't his.)
1. My dad is dying. I mean, he's a lifelong alcholic who has had COPD and emphysema for years, but now he has CHF and the prognosis isn't good.
2. My 18yo wants to propose to his girlfriend of 6months because he's upset about the idea of his pawpaw not being at his wedding. Everything else aside, this is tricky because my 20yo and his gf are planning to get married 10-22-2022 but they haven't had an "official" proposal yet and it's planned for their third anniversary which will be Valentines Day.
3. I hate that my bff!Amy is having such a hard time right now and I can't help solve any of it. And that she's 6hrs away and I haven't seen her new house yet because she moved in February and I was supposed to visit in April and then COVID.
4. I miss my church folks. We have decided not to return to the church building this year, for many reasons. Zoom is great but it's not the same.
5. Davey and I saw The Empty Man. It was super fucking dumb. Some of the cinematography was actually pretty good, but the story dragged and the plot was stupid.
6. I feel like I have had so much time over the last 7 months to get stuff done and yet have accomplished nothing.
7. I am jealous that Montana is getting snow and it was 80* here today.
8. It's raining and it feels and smells nice out right now, actually. But I still had half a yard of leaves to rake!
9. Luna's current favorite song is - for whatever reason - Check Yes Juliet, so I have listened to it approximately 4398 times this week.
10. Harley's biodad passed away last week and I've got mixed feelings because I have seen him like once in the last twenty years, but he was there when Kelly Marie died, and besides that if it weren't for him we wouldn't have Harley. And I wouldn't have had my stepsister Kelly. And my entire life would have unfolded differently. And I liked him! I just didn't like him with my mom. It's all very complicated. (also, Luna and Illy don't understand that Harley's dad isn't Pawpaw, which doesn't surprise me because even my dad doesn't always remember that Harley isn't his.)
