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I don't know what I was dreaming last night/this morning, but I woke up in the middle of a panic attack and was shaking so much I couldn't even pick up my phone (b/c some fucktard was calling me at 6:30 in the morning). Now, three hours later and a few errands later, I'm still shaking (which was definitely interesting when I was trying to get dinner in the crockpot - luckily I didn't cut myself but it took some concentration) and my chest hurts when I breathe and I feel like I'm gonna puke. :(

BUT! I'm off work tomorrow and I'm going to keep the kids home from daycamp and we're gonna do something. I'm thinking maybe Dixie Caverns, because it's nice and cool in there and we haven't been in a while. I need to get a shower and wash dishes before I go to work, but my head's all fuzzy-dizzy at the moment, so that's gonna have to wait.

Happy Wednesday everyone!! <3