It's very hard, sometimes harder than others. But I do have the boys now, which helps a little bit b/c they're my world. And I have a great family and a few really great friends. My stepsister/best friend died when I was 17. I was 19 when I had and lost Kelly Marie. Brian, my friend that died in the fall, was only 22. He's a couple years younger than me, but we've known each other since he was in kindergarten. Plus, his best friend used to be a really close friend of mine, and that made it worse for me, b/c Mikey was so upset and I hate for anyone to have to go through that. Plus seeing his mom & his sister. It was hard & yeah, I did go a bit crazy then. But this is different for several reasons.
Sick kiddies: Good! *knocks on wood with ya* Yay for school and sleep! I'm so glad they're feeling better; it sucks when the kiddos are sick. Plus, now Mom is less stressed! And Den too, I'm sure.
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Date: 2006-04-06 11:47 am (UTC)Sick kiddies: Good! *knocks on wood with ya* Yay for school and sleep! I'm so glad they're feeling better; it sucks when the kiddos are sick. Plus, now Mom is less stressed! And Den too, I'm sure.