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So, I read this fic last night. (also, I really need to stop starting all my sentences with "so" and "also". I have no clue why I've been doing this lately!)

Anyway, this fic was not something I would have read if I didn't already know the author was going to do a good job with it b/c the warnings are pretty intense. But I trusted this author and knew it would be well-written. And I'm so glad I did read it, b/c it was awesome. There were times that I was seriously reading from between my fingers, like the way I sometimes watch horror movies (and Criminal Minds), there were times when I wanted to yell at the screen (like I do to characters in the movies, or again, on Criminal Minds), and I wanted to cry and hug everyone involved and it was an pretty intense read. But I loved it.

I'm reccing it, but I'll say again, BE SURE TO READ THE WARNINGS.

The Keys to Unlock You by turps33
Bandom (MCR & pre-split Panic) || Mikey/Ryan || Hard R || 32,000 words
Summary: AU. People are going missing and the police aren't looking. When Mikey and Ryan disappear, can the others find them?
Warnings Torture, kidnapping, scenes of non-sexual violence. For more detailed warnings please go here.

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Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter. Post the list in your journal. Give out letters to your commenters in return.

I asked casualyobsessed for a letter and she said: J. And I want at least one thing for Q. :) *rolls eyes*

The Q thing is because my sister is silly and likes to make fun of me over my love for Quinn Allman. Whatever. ( Have a picture of Quinn: )

Now, J things!

1. Johnathan This is actually the reason she gave me J, so I would say I love fangs_up1. Other very-important-persons with J names in my life: my nephew Joseph, Jon & Jessie from my previous workplace, gelsey, and itjustsaysnow.

2. J-named people I'm fannish over including: Josh Holloway, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Jon Walker, Jepha Howard, Joe Trohman, Jack-the-Camera-Guy

3. Jokes of the inside variety

4. Jalapenos When i was pregnant with Kelly Marie, I couldn't stand onions and normally I eat them on like everything, so while I was carrying her, I ate jalapenos on everything instead!

5. Jim Butcher Yay Dresden Files!

6. Jericho I really liked this show, and even though I would love to see what happened to the town and the characters I'd grown to love, I was actually pretty happy with how the series ended. I also love that the fans were the ones that made the second season happen.

7. Jaida Jones Aka ladyjaida, co-genius behind the Shoebox Project, coauthor of Havemercy and Shadow Magic, and one of the nicest people I've ever met.

8. Jeeps My ex and I had a 1981 CJ5, and I loved that damn thing. Dirt brown in color, drain holes in the floor so when you got done mudding you could just hose it down inside and out, reliable. By the time we got rid of her, the frame was starting to rust in the middle, the muffler was long gone, and the gas tank was being held on with duct tape and chicken wire.

9. Jesus I don't talk about religion on here, because I believe Faith is a deeply personal thing, but the foundation of my faith is Jesus.

10. JDRF Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation. One of casualyobsessed's good friends has juvenile diabetes, so this is one of our most supported charities.

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Woke up with a headache, and that stupid feeling I get sometimes where my mind is awake, but it's such an effort to move that I just wanna lay in bed. My meds are stupid.

It's raining outside, which doesn't help.

I'm gonna take the boys to see Harry Potter tonight, yay.

haha, Jessie just left me a message on myspace that starts with "Raspberry Muffins!" I <3 her.

/pointless