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Feb. 25th, 2020 12:43 pmBoth girls are sick and it's driving me a little bit bananas.
Wrestling season is over. Idk if something is wrong with me because I didn't spend the weekend full of tears like the other moms? I mean, I'm sad for Davey that he didn't get a medal, and it's always strange a little sad to close the chapter on part of our life, but all the crying seemed a little excessive. Idk. Davey placed fourth at regionals and didn't make it to day 2 of states, but he's worked hard all six years of wrestling and he's made great friends, and our wrestling family is fantastic.
Davey decided that he wants to commit to Bridgewater for college, which is exciting and also terrifying. I've built my life around being their mom, and he and Ronnie are grown now, and it's all weird.
I had the flu and several severe multi-day migraines, so I feel like I have accomplished nothing this month. It's blargh. I'm also overdue for visits to all my health care providers, but I can't do anything for myself (including important stuff like doctor visits) because I'm too busy dealing with everyone else. Mom's chemo, daddy's dr appts, Illy and Luna being sick. It's a lot.
I'm supposed to be at church right now working on stuff for Ash Wednesday (tomorrow) but I'm not going to drag the girls with me, and we're down to one car right now, so idk how I'm going to get things done. Also, my head hurts. I guess I should probably see what I can get done from home.
Wrestling season is over. Idk if something is wrong with me because I didn't spend the weekend full of tears like the other moms? I mean, I'm sad for Davey that he didn't get a medal, and it's always strange a little sad to close the chapter on part of our life, but all the crying seemed a little excessive. Idk. Davey placed fourth at regionals and didn't make it to day 2 of states, but he's worked hard all six years of wrestling and he's made great friends, and our wrestling family is fantastic.
Davey decided that he wants to commit to Bridgewater for college, which is exciting and also terrifying. I've built my life around being their mom, and he and Ronnie are grown now, and it's all weird.
I had the flu and several severe multi-day migraines, so I feel like I have accomplished nothing this month. It's blargh. I'm also overdue for visits to all my health care providers, but I can't do anything for myself (including important stuff like doctor visits) because I'm too busy dealing with everyone else. Mom's chemo, daddy's dr appts, Illy and Luna being sick. It's a lot.
I'm supposed to be at church right now working on stuff for Ash Wednesday (tomorrow) but I'm not going to drag the girls with me, and we're down to one car right now, so idk how I'm going to get things done. Also, my head hurts. I guess I should probably see what I can get done from home.
