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Sometimes she says you can get so good pretending
That you run your life right past your happy ending

Totally sums up my mood right now. I'm this close to having a breakdown, seriously. And I'm kinda tired of pretending that I'm okay b/c I'm really not. (I know I've always been charming / Sure I've always been bright / And I've always been sure of myself / But I've never been right -- ten House points to whoever can name that song)

So, music? Depressing music, actually. Lyrics under the cuts.

Looking Back by Restless Heart (which is where that bit at the top of my post comes from)

( She cries her way down Highway 65... )

Already Gone by JAKE (this one I can't find the lyrics to, so I wrote out what I thought they were for part of the song. If anyone can find me actually lyrics, I'll love you forever! Or if you wanna, you know, correct me...)

( Cold is the day, long the night... )

And this one is on the list just because it was played at Kelly's funeral, and after eight and a half years I still have those really bad days when I really miss my sister.

Somewhere Out There (yes, the American Tail song. not including lyrics for this one)