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*gathers all of flist in a ginormous hug*

*extra special hugs for vardaofstars*

I really just can't think of any words right now. I really though Nigel was joking this morning when he told me Tech was on lockdown because of a shooting, and then before lunch I was hearing 7 or 8 injured with one possible fatality, but ten minutes later it had jumped to 20 dead and 17 injured... There's just no way to react to that. As the day went on, learning more information (listening to a lot of the same stuff repeatedly) and getting in touch with people I was worried about, I'm less worried but there is still no way to even begin to comprehend this. My heart definitely goes out to all those who don't know, b/c the waiting is horrible.

And I have lots of love and thanks for alli_everyday, anasuede, and ltlredhairdgirl for fielding my freaking-out txt msgs earlier, especially since Krystal got in touch with vardaofstars to make sure she was okay so that she could let me know.

I just... I don't understand. I'll be around later if anyone wants to talk, but for now I'm just gonna go hug my kids for a while.

*more hugs for yall*