always been crazy

Catching up on tv and this week's 911 was Not Okay. I think I need to go read all the Buck/Eddie comfort fic now. Also, if I had known this was going to happen, I would have waited until next week so I could go right to the next episode! ugh.

Chicago PD was also Not Okay, but I'm sure that one is going to turn out okay.

Quarantine Life. Actually, it's a lot like my summer life? I miss the girls though. Sometimes, lol. I've been working through my reading list and catching up on netflix and amazon prime (I have lists on hulu and disney+ as well, but cox contour is dumb and doesn't support them so I have to switch to the xbox for them and it requires multiple remotes and I'm lazy), working on some jigsaw puzzles. I miss going to the movies, but one of our local theaters (the Grandin) has it set up that we can "rent" movies and they get credited for it. It's the small indie theater, so it's the special movies. So that's good.

I'm watching Vagrant Queen on SyFy. It's decently fun, I guess. It wants to be Killjoys but it's not. I like the new season of Roswell well enough, even though I wish I would have gotten done writing before season two kicked off. The last episode of Chicago PD was great - I'm all about Atwater getting more screen time and I love him. I admit to skipping several episodes this season because I didn't like the way they handled Jay's injury so I don't know why Hailey has run off to NYC to join the FBI. I want to like Almost Paradise but I'm just not feeling it. Davey and I are halfway done with the final season of Magicians. I don't know what we'll pick up on after that.

Davey is missing the end of his senior year. It sucks. Our school is still finding ways to connect with them and recognize them, and Mr Habeeb promised they'll get a celebration of some sort. But still, no senior skip day, no senior twister, no senior spotlight concert. :( He has zoom classes several days a week. Several schools around here have basically just given up for the year, but Salem was introducing new material this week. And Bridgewater has been doing a lot of webinar type things for new students. Davey's been doing doordash some evenings too.

Ronnie is still working full time. Most of the guys in the shop got laid off, but since he's licensed for state inspections, they kept him on, even though he just started. Both my brothers and their wives are still working as well. And Harley is still getting paid even though she's not working because of the way her teaching contract is. So we're not in too much of a situation yet. We'll see how things progress though.

I have no idea what day it is most of the time, except for Sundays (church) and every other Wednesday (mom's chemo). And my sleep schedule is totally fucked. But I definitely believe that staying home and taking precautions is working and is necessary, unlike some of these yahoos.

I hope everyone else is doing okay! *hearts*

I still haven't made any progress on my lesson plans. Unless you count rsvp'ing to a webinar with On Earth Peace. I did get most of the other stuff checked off my church to do list though.

My house is still a disaster. I'm so tired all the time, it's ridiculous. And if I step outside into the heat and humidity, I swear it takes me ages to recover from just that. I wouldn't hate summer so much if I didn't have to leave the house, but between drs appts - me and mom and davey - and the fact that I'm trying to make sure the girls spend time outside every day, that doesn't work. I wanted to get more settled before the girls came back, which didn't happen, so now I've downsized my want-to-do list and set a new deadline of when Illy and Davey go back to school, so I have like a week. But I don't have the girls tomorrow or Monday because I was supposed to be out of town this weekend. So, fingers crossed I can get something done.

I'm caught up on Pearson, which is one of the two shows I'm watching right now. The other is Killjoys. (I'm also watching the Food Network shows, but that's all the time. Right now is Worst Cooks and Kids Baking Championship, which has a middle schooler from here in Roanoke on it.) Now I'm giving A Cure for Wellness a go. It's been on my list for a while. I thought about going to the movies tonight - I haven't used my A-list in like two weeks! - but that seemed like a lot of effort. And I can't just throw a hoodie on to cover the fact I'm a bum because it's like 112* outside. But there are at least three or four things showing right now that I want to see. Hopefully I can get some done this weekend.

Get in my belly, cheeseballs get in there!

Yeah, we're watching the Squeakquel again.

For a Monday, today wasn't so bad. Thanks to irisgirl12000 for the concert calls last night, to wordsalone for being an enabler, and harriet_vane for the schmoopy sweet fic in my inbox. I know I say it a lot, but it bears repeating: my friends are the best friends!

True Blood is like a trainwreck. It's so not good, but I can't stop watching! I wanna know what happens next! And I accidentally watched like 8 episodes last night. Oops? (It's even more funny to me because I don't even like the story! I didn't get past the first couple chapters of the first book!)

I think Andrew may be getting fired tomorrow. :( I'm gonna miss his stupid ass.

Wednesday is Robbie's bday, yay! I gotta make cupcakes (two batches - one just for him & one to share). He's lucky I like him. Jerkass.

I miss Amy. She's supposed to come up for Labor Day, and I'm gonna go down there next month so she and I can drag Cliff to see Drive A, but still. I miss her!

I went out Friday night to meet Anfernie & his bf at a drag show, and saw way more of him than I ever wanted to see. Fucking Heather; it was all her fault even though she wasn't even there. Anfernie (who was actually Dallys on Friday night) and my friend Holly comparing their fake boobs was pretty hilarious though. Holly has lopsided tatas and so she has inserts for the right side of her bra. They freak Jessie out. Holly abuses that fact. Also, I have so missed hanging out with Jessie & Holly. And the rest of the RMG crew, of course. I don't miss the job at all (okay, that's a lie, as much as I hated it, sometimes I miss the physical labor and actually being able to do my fucking job) but I miss some of the people. And apparently I'm missing Jon's midlife crisis. Jessie's keeping me in the loop by txtng me pictures, lol, but it's not the same.

Other things to love today:

♥ BABY NEVILLE! Tomorrow is Pam's 37 weeks mark so he can come ANY DAY NOW!

♥ apiphile

♥ FOB Cobra

♥ the boys from Drive A

♥ BRENDON URIE'S STUPID FACE!

♥ twitter (it is an endless source of amusement)

♥ Leverage, Psych, and Royal Pains (keeping me entertained until the fall season of other shows)

p.s. I may be a little in love with James Ransone. Okay, that's a lie. I'm totally in love with him. Who can I blame this on?